I was just talking about this on another site: (from other thread)

(start)I was at an Avatar retreat (a spiritual self-help center sorta) and this one "master" (it's what they called them, he defintly was at a high level of consiouness) was doing this excerise with me. So in the excerise we unveiled false belief structures and what not. I would look him in the eyes and say things like "I am me." And if there is any resistence to saying only that line, then you deal with that but, on that first phrase I saw God (by any other name) through his eyes (the thing that broke me was that I did some searching in his eyes as if to ask "are you really there god?"), looking directly at me and through me. It crumbled my entire being. I felt utterly exposed and defintly couldnt handle that level of care so I recoiled immediatly after letting out this loud scream that was heard throughout the room.(end)

Has anyone else seen these all encompasing eye's? Perhaps in a guru, or a baby? And what do you do after seeing these. Recoil right away with a loud scream and tears as I did (and end up in the mental institution a week later for three days), or something else?

All I know is that those eye's remind me of who I really am, what I am doing here, and how much responsibility I have here.

Hi E,

>>>>it crumbled my entire being.<<<

Nope. Not your entire being, just the surface. Around here this surface is often called the contracted self.

Warmly,

Charles

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o ya, my Being was actually untouched for the record. As always. So sweet.