So ya I just moved back to San Diego to attend sdsu and it's not really a new problem, but more prevelent now. The feelings of isolation by not finding others who thikn like me. I'm looking into an integral salon down here, but it's quite sparse and not sure how well that will work out. I just watched more videos on the new Integral Life site that talk about how some of us are in the closet with all of this and we should be fearless leaders and such, but I don't know about that right now. Guess all stick to my quiet introspection while my new unknown roommates and this whole town party non-stop. Just ranting.

Plus I got the whole "bipolar" label and all the stigma that comes with that so I choose to hide it from others and feel more seperate. Feeling like it's going to take some time to sort all this out.

emersondds,    if what your experiencing is isolation, fear, and closeted thats what your experiencing. mirror mind totally accepts what arises. your epistomology thinks there is something wrong thus perpetuating the resistance. be experiencial and choose to enjoy the experience of isolation.  some people pay money to experience isolation and your getting it for free. your one lucky fellow.

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Bill Kilburg,

man I love that way of seeing things and too often forget about it. thx.