Getting
Off
Drugs

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This is self contraction contracting upon itself in infinite ripples of self-liberating torment.

a crown that is hidden within my heart

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This is self contraction contracting upon itself in infinite ripples of self-liberating torment.

self contraction contracting upon itself in infinte ripples of self-liberating torment

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This is self contraction contracting upon itself in infinite ripples of self-liberating torment.

From Integral Sprituality:
"...something unusual in the air, in the atmosphere around me, a soft, incredibly fine flickering of rain, a gold-dust twinkling, a wistful mist sprinkling and shining everywhere, a quiet riot of psychedelic platinum enlivening every direction I look, the world becomes alive with the articulate beating souls of every single raindrop, each being a small opening, all of them small apertures, into a radiant infinity that slowly invades my mind and soul as well, my heart begins to fill with that radiance, to spill gratefully out of itself and gracefully back into the world, and ecstatic painful radiant bliss that touches each with wonderment, the yearning of love and the dreadful tears of tender embrace, each shimmering raindrop a hidden soul reaching out to me and then, suddenly, a collective cacophony of Gods and Godesses all singing as loud as they possibly can, looking at me and calling to me and urging me louder and louder, more and more thunderous, and me to them, and then spontaneously, uncontrollably, we all start shouting and crying and singing in unison, lord what a sound, what a thunder there was as we all sobbed and we all shouted..."

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This is self contraction contracting upon itself in infinite ripples of self-liberating torment.

 

blush .. oh be still my heart . . .

 

 

 

the constant

 

 

 

one without another

 

 

 

widest view deepest embrace

 

 

a deep spring with many wells

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This is self contraction contracting upon itself in infinite ripples of self-liberating torment.

 

area of ultimate concern

ocean i dive into like a kamikaze bird

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This is self contraction contracting upon itself in infinite ripples of self-liberating torment.

 

home

 

 

meaning

 

 

 

always already

 

One night to be confused, one night to speed up truth.

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This is self contraction contracting upon itself in infinite ripples of self-liberating torment.